3 AM Pajama Hooping
Last night I did a little 3AM hooping in my garage. I couldn’t sleep. I haven’t been able to sleep for a few days now. I think the universe is trying to tell me something. I’m trying to listen, but honestly I don’t want to. I have feeling in the pit of my stomach that makes me uneasy. As I hooped in my pajamas, I closed my eyes and listened to the music losing myself in my movement. And like someone shot me in the gut a feeling came over me.
You are going to have make some very tough decisions. This is not going to be easy.”
That was not what I wanted to hear. Normally, I can hoop my way through whatever emotion I need to figure out. This is different. Bigger. In need of attention. It’s taking me out of my normal flow. I know I haven’t opened myself up fully to what I need to, but I’m not sure I am ready.
Maybe after a few more pajama hooping parties, I’ll be prepared to make these tough decisions.
What helps you make your decisions?